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Ennui (Deluxe)

by Xavier G

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1.
Across The Cosmos 02:52
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I crossed a new territory Think I’m in a brand new story I try but I can’t control me Even if I wanted to I’m going through the motions My energy’s gone gone gone gone No time for the ones who want some I’ll save it to get what I want Baby it’s all gone Maybe it’s all wrong Look around me and All the colors blend Take me to the end Ohh Flying across the cosmos Or am I falling I don’t know Good either way it goes La Da Da La Da Da Da Flying across the cosmos Way out of all my zones When can I explore around Everything across the cosmos I’m going cross the cosmos No wanda taking control Right here I can’t be alone Me and my soul gon’ feel home My energy’s gone gone gone gone No time for the ones who want some I’ll save it to get what I want Baby it’s all gone Maybe it’s all wrong Look around me and All the colors blend Take me to the end Ohh Flying across the cosmos Or am I falling I don’t know Good either way it goes La Da Da La Da Da Da Flying across the cosmos Way out of all my zones When can I explore around Everything across the cosmos
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Torture 02:54
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Here all alone in the desert And I can’t remember Just how I ended up here but I see ya In the distance It’s in my vision If I don’t know just how to fix this love Then I don’t want to go ahead and just give it up What’s the cost of all the stress we’re in Is there a prize at the end or baron no landing Waited for you till sunset Now I wish we never met No I’m done making your sun rise Waited for you every night oh This isn’t love it’s torture Tried all Your solutions They just cause confusion I wish that my love had a free trial So no more perusing For their sick amusement If I don’t know just how to fix this love Then I don’t want to go ahead and just give it up What’s the cost of all the stress we’re in Is there a prize at the end or baron no landing Waited for you till sunset Now I wish we never met No I’m done making your sun rise Waited for you every night oh This isn’t love it’s torture
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Let You Know 02:39
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Let you know Not afraid to let you know Ready set let’s go Ain’t no telling where we go Say we wont get close Then we fall like dominoes And I gotta let you know So this is life in the new world I got some new things i do well Don’t know which one to pursue I’ll let you view now How I do now No one can stop when I’m on it No needs for brakes when I floor it One blink I’m crashing the door in I’ll be on it Supersonic I never would’ve known what true magic is If I always stayed home always alone Yeah it’s time to let you know Bring out all your fiera The beat is keeping your head up Why ain’t you dancing instead of Sitting around come join la fiesta Come dance with me in the front row No one can ruin the fun no Tonight when we’re under the lights Then I’ll let you know One thing about me you will know I don’t need all of the control I’m trying to go with your flow Gotta go go Go with your flow We’ve been here just living our own lives We’re priceless and it’s timeless We go on and on and on I never would’ve known what true magic is If I always stayed home always alone Yeah it’s time to let you know Bring out all your fiera The beat is keeping your head up Why ain’t you dancing instead of Sitting around come join la fiesta Come dance with me in the front row No one can ruin the fun no Tonight when we’re under the lights Then I’ll let you know Let you know Not afraid to let you know Ready set let’s go Ain’t no telling where we go Say we wont get close Then we fall like dominoes And I gotta let you know Let you know
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Dunno 02:57
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See that you can’t Keep your composure Don’t sit or stand Just come on over Don’t know who we are Don’t know where we’re going But we got time So let’s go all in (Feel it) All the energy (Feel it) All the love in me (Feel it) Everything I breathe It don’t mean a thing (Feel it) All the energy (Feel it) All the love in me (Feel it) Everything I breathe Know I gotcha I never let go, I always tiptoe This time I’m going all in I always fall back, now it’s my get back Peep all the shots I’m calling I never let go, I always tiptoe This time I’m going all in I always fall back, now it’s my get back Peep all the shots I’m calling (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So If you ask me I (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So if you ask me I Don’t know what you like, but am I doing it right Don’t wanna cross the line, you say you’re mine tonight Don’t know what you like, but am I doing it right Don’t wanna cross the line, you say you’re mine tonight (Feel it) All the energy (Feel it) All the love in me (Feel it) Everything I breathe It don’t mean a thing (Feel it) All the energy (Feel it) All the love in me (Feel it) Everything I breathe Know I gotcha I never let go, I always tiptoe This time I’m going all in I always fall back, now it’s my get back Peep all the shots I’m calling I never let go, I always tiptoe This time I’m going all in I always fall back, now it’s my get back Peep all the shots I’m calling (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So If you ask me I (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So if you ask me I Don’t know what you like, but am I doing it right Don’t wanna cross the line, you say you’re mine tonight Don’t know what you like, but am I doing it right Don’t wanna cross the line, you say you’re mine tonight Dunno Dunno Dunno Dunno Dunno Dunno Dunno Dunno (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So If you ask me I (Dunno) Where we’re gonna be (Dunno) Who we’re gonna meet (Dunno) Well we’re gonna see So if you ask me I don’t know
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Night & Day 03:22
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When you saw me yesterday we were okay Now when I talk to you it seems like a delay Disconnected when we’re hugging you’re halfway Hope this ain’t gon be the next thing you downplay Time after time I believed that you might change your mind Time after time I don’t leave though I tried to be fine If you just look around ya You’ll see your past surround ya No need to hate me cause my love is brighter So much of up and downs yeah What’s lost I haven’t found yet I find it so astounding we’re so night & day Say I’m quiet and you hate when I don’t speak But you’re aggressive and I hate when you’re so mean Now I don’t wanna sound so sad on every beat But i need to if I wanna just release Time after time I believed that you might change your mind Time after time I don’t leave though I tried to be fine If you just look around ya You’ll see your past surround ya No need to hate me cause my love is brighter So much of up and downs yeah What’s lost I haven’t found yet I find it so astounding we’re so night & day When you saw me yesterday we were okay Now when I talk to you it seems like a delay Disconnected when we’re hugging you’re halfway Is it you is it me Why are we So night & day If you just look around ya You’ll see your past surround ya No need to hate me cause my love is brighter So much of up and downs yeah What’s lost I haven’t found yet I find it so astounding we’re so night & day
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Kaleidoscope Eyes 02:29
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I won’t start looking in your eyes cause I get trapped And once I’m hooked then there’s no turning back Know I want to Wanna trust you yeah But somehow I don’t Kaleidoscope in your eyes Still pretending I’m blind You got eyes that light up the sky Turn my back too I can’t face you I’ll erase you from my mind Will I be here forever Will it get any better I don’t even remember why I love you You think you’re being clever, no Well I’m glad to know better, no Now the mirrors are up in smoke Kaleidoscope I don’t come running to you every time you call Cause every time it drives me up the wall It’s best for me to do what i do Cause right now it’s hard Kaleidoscope in your eyes Still pretending I’m blind You got eyes that light up the sky Turn my back too I can’t face you I’ll erase you from my mind Will I be here forever Will it get any better I don’t even remember why I love you You think you’re being clever, no Well I’m glad to know better, no Now the mirrors are up in smoke Kaleidoscope Eyes of kaleidoscopes
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TipToe 03:22
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Happiness don’t like to wait But you don’t understand when I give it to you straight And I know you notice when i cant look in your face It’s cause i gotta watch everything that i say I’ve been overthinking (all night) Fear my mind is sinking (alright) Don’t want you calling out my name I got something to say Look at my, Look at my, Look at my face How can I, How can I, How can I chase After you again When you were my best friend Look at you, look at you, look at your face Wasting time, wasting time in the same place I would rather go Than stay and have to tiptoe You don’t take opinions from me But when it comes to everyone else then you see And I’m not too big to say I’m sorry I can take the heat that’s on me You won’t You won’t I’ve been overthinking (all night) Fear my mind is sinking (alright) Don’t want you calling out my name I got something to say Look at my, Look at my, Look at my face How can I, How can I, How can I chase After you again When you were my best friend Look at you, look at you, look at your face Wasting time, wasting time in the same place I would rather go Than stay and have to tiptoe Don’t wanna tiptoe Clearing my clearing my clearing my name Sick of just sick of just taking your blame I just wanna go So I don’t have to tiptoe Don’t wanna tiptoe So I don’t have to tiptoe Don’t wanna tiptoe
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Out Of Orbit 03:33
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Every time you walk in the room then i stop I’m supposed to be here Why can’t I speak here Every time you look toward me I’m getting lost I’m being real here I’m crushing deep here Are you the one That’s willing to have me for more than just fun Cause love felt so bad before Got here at 1 Then hung out with you till 4 Don’t know how I’m getting home But I don’t really care, no baby The way you get me feeling Could lose my years of healing Can’t even see the ceiling When I’m here with you The way it’s so appealing But you don’t even mean it You got me all out of orbit I’m so far gone I can feel the tension from across the room But I just sit here Cause I can’t think clear You might just have me on lock I just don’t know how to stop But maybe I’m having fun here with you Are you the one That’s willing to have me for more than just fun Cause love felt so bad before Got here at 1 Then hung out with you till 4 Don’t know how I’m getting home But I don’t really care, no baby The way you get me feeling Could lose my years of healing Can’t even see the ceiling When I’m here with you The way it’s so appealing But you don’t even mean it You got me all out of orbit (of orbit) Head’s out of orbit My heart’s out of orbit My mind’s out of orbit for you Head’s out of orbit My heart’s out of orbit My mind’s out of orbit for you The way you get me feeling Could lose my years of healing Can’t even see the ceiling When I’m here with you The way it’s so appealing But you don’t even mean it You got me all out of orbit (of orbit) Head’s out of orbit My heart’s out of orbit My mind’s out of orbit for you Head’s out of orbit My heart’s out of orbit My mind’s out of orbit for you I’m out of orbit for you
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Call Me Up 03:39
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Being here with you Is my favorite thing to do Getting close to you Makes me wonder what we’ll do Gave it a second Made some real connections Don’t know what next but I’m not afraid no Made your impression And got my attention I’ll never question That this is real no If you want me call me up I’m here waiting by the phone If you wanna call my bluff Come see me when I’m alone Can you come and warm me up Through the phone just ain’t enough Craving more than just your touch If you want just call me up Things I shared with you I ain’t shared with no one else Honestly I do Feel like we have been through hell Gave it a second Made some real connections Don’t know what next but I’m not afraid no Made your impression And got my attention I’ll never question That this is real no If you want me call me up I’m here waiting by the phone If you wanna call my bluff Come see me when I’m alone Can you come and warm me up Through the phone just ain’t enough Craving more than just your touch If you want just call me up I feel like I have known for you my life When they say I don’t want to pick sides I know you would still be picking mine Mine I feel like I have known for you my life When they say I don’t want to pick sides You would still be picking mine If you want me call me up I’m here waiting by the phone If you wanna call my bluff Come see me when I’m alone Can you come and warm me up Through the phone just ain’t enough Craving more than just your touch If you want just call me up
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Broken Mirrors 02:40
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Clock says that it’s midnight But I feel like I’m far behind Don’t think I’m gonna sleep tonight Don’t wanna step in all the glass left behind I think I’m walking on thin ice Don’t wanna go to sleep tonight I don’t wanna wait up Just so I can save ya Leave you now or later Don’t know what to do Heart is on a grater Wish your love was greater I won’t see you later Never missing you I don’t wanna wait up Just so I can save ya Leave you now or later Don’t know what to do Heart is on a grater Wish your love was greater I won’t see you later I don’t wanna miss the lonely nights I don’t wanna hear your lullabies I just wanna hear the word goodbye I just wanna sleep alone tonight I don’t wanna see an animal Every time you lose your self control I don’t wanna see these broken mirrors all over the floor Again I say I’m all good But i don’t want this no more I tried all I could But i don’t want no encore I should Be heading right out that door And I would If I knew what I’m in for I don’t wanna wait up Just so I can save ya Leave you now or later Don’t know what to do Heart is on a grater Wish your love was greater I won’t see you later Never missing you I don’t wanna wait up Just so I can save ya Leave you now or later Don’t know what to do Heart is on a grater Wish your love was greater I won’t see you later I don’t wanna miss the lonely nights I don’t wanna hear your lullabies I just wanna hear the word goodbye I just wanna sleep alone tonight I don’t wanna see an animal Every time you lose your self control I don’t wanna see these broken mirrors all over the floor Again
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Rainfall 03:42
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Will I be here tomorrow Got no time to borrow My sorrow The world around me I don’t understand Feel my chest and it’s hollow Go no heart to borrow It’s hollow Cause it was always in somebody’s hands Could it just be me Where’s the in-between Am I ever free Could it just be me Where’s the in-between Am I ever free When the rain falls I let it flow, let it flow When the sun shines don’t let it show, let it show Yeah I keep it closed and I like it that way Cause I need my space Past can’t be erased So it’s time I just let it go Time goes on longer Yet I get no stronger It’s sad because there’s no one else to blame I can’t just ponder But where do I wander When devastation wants to harbor pain Could it just be me Where’s the in-between Am I ever free Could it just be me Where’s the in-between Am I ever free When the rain falls I let it flow, let it flow When the sun shines don’t let it show, let it show Yeah I keep it closed and I like it that way Cause I need my space Past can’t be erased So it’s time I just let it go When the rain falls I let it flow, let it flow When the sun shines don’t let it show, let it show Yeah I keep it closed and I like it that way Cause I need my space Past can’t be erased So it’s time I just let it go
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Into The Void 02:58
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The weight is put on me to make a choice for you Don’t wanna say it’s wrong but else what can I do I wake up in a star filled sky The question on my mind is Why am I here is this goodbye The clouds will keep me warm tonight Slipping farther down I need someone to lift me off the ground Screaming with no sound No I’m not gonna fight it off no more (No more) Pull me straight into the void Don’t think I’m going back to where I was before I feel so limited my heart is needing more I can feel it drain my energy Even if it’s far away from me Even if I carry on I’m still alone No crying no It’s signing to me I wake up in a star filled sky The question on my mind is Why am I here is this goodbye The clouds will keep me warm tonight Slipping farther down I need someone to lift me off the ground Screaming with no sound No I’m not gonna fight it off no more (No more) Pull me straight into the void
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Glass Rivers 03:12
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On a fine line Living my life I’m so afraid People walk by And they say hi But i just wave I still don’t have a clue On what i need to do But I can’t stop from feeling way too overwhelmed It seems easy for you to go out there while I’m staying at home Never wanted life to feel this way It seems easy for you to go out there while I’m staying at home Never wanted life to feel this way I’m tired of walking on these glass rivers I’m tired of looking away from the mirror I won’t even see my friends Will I ever be whole again Feel forever trapped in my own head Drowned in glass rivers There’s a fine line That I can’t find So I stay still Now it’s nighttime Got a sound mind But can’t just chill It seems easy for you to go out there while I’m staying at home Never wanted life to feel this way I’m tired of walking on these glass rivers I’m tired of looking away from the mirror I won’t even see my friends Will I ever be whole again Feel forever trapped in my own head Drowned in glass rivers
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Stolen Heart 03:08
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How can I hide when there’s nowhere to run to The hardest thing is being away from you Nothing can stop it All the tears they come through When I know that you’re going, yeah I could never fall for you But i could try for one more night Just say you want me to Where to land How to stand Where’s a hand, is it there Do I dare see what’s there Is this fair, do you care Wish I could take back my stolen heart Wish i could put back what you tore apart Don’t need to fix me just give me back my stolen heart Don’t wanna wait for you another night Don’t wanna wait for you to get it right I’m not for you so I’m taking back my stolen heart I’m never going back so don’t you ask me The comments that you made are flying past me It’s hard to know that we’re not everlasting But I know that you’re going, yeah I could never fall for you But i could try for one more night Just say you want me to Where to land How to stand Where’s a hand, is it there Do I dare see what’s there Is this fair, do you care Wish I could take back my stolen heart Wish i could put back what you tore apart Don’t need to fix me just give me back my stolen heart Don’t wanna wait for you another night Don’t wanna wait for you to get it right I’m not for you so I’m taking back my stolen heart
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Baggage 02:10
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Feels like it’s always the same But now I’m looking for a big change Feels like I’m caught in the rain At least you can’t see the tears on my face Took so long To feel like I’m moving on Been so long Don’t wanna love until it’s gone Where is me under all this baggage Wanna be free cause I just can’t stand it Where do I go to reverse this damage I don’t want my baggage to weigh me down I don’t remember my name I’m helping the ones who just bring me pain Daily routine is the same Some more self destruction and mind games Took so long To feel like I’m moving on Been so long Don’t wanna love until it’s gone Where is me under all this baggage Wanna be free cause I just can’t stand it Where do I go to reverse this damage I don’t want my baggage to weigh me down Baggage please don’t weigh me down, no
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Slam The Door 03:33
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Do you remember or did you forget Just all of the words that you never said Remember the promise that you never kept And I should’ve left So don’t lie Or I’ll say goodbye Goodbye If you ever wondered why I always feel this way It’s cause you never reconciled for all your past mistakes I see you always asking why I start to drift away It’s cause you never see me when I’m standing in your face Not what you said But now i won’t forget what you did And I’m not gonna be the one to take it on and on So it’s time to slam the door How can I forget The way that you told me There was nothing left I tried to remember The good with the bad But that didn’t last So don’t lie Or I’ll say goodbye Goodbye If you ever wondered why I always feel this way It’s cause you never reconciled for all your past mistakes I see you always asking why I start to drift away It’s cause you never see me when I’m standing in your face Not what you said But now i won’t forget what you did And I’m not gonna be the one to take it on and on So it’s time to slam the door Door Door Door If you ever wondered why I always feel this way It’s cause you never reconciled for all your past mistakes I see you always asking why I start to drift away It’s cause you never see me when I’m standing in your face Not what you said But now i won’t forget what you did And I’m not gonna be the one to take it on and on So it’s time to slam the door

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Description: “Ennui” is the first conceptual album by Xavier G.

Genre: Throughout its 16-track run, the album ventures into several different genres, including Reggaeton, Afrobeat, and Contemporary R&B.

Story: The album tells a story of a life form that has crash landed onto a new planet without any recollection of its former life and has to learn to harness the power of the purple moon to return home.

Themes: Courage, Love, Perseverance, Redemption, Power

Moods: Uplifting, Hopeful, Gloomy, Melancholy, Restlessness

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released March 1, 2024

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The 22 year old R&B/Pop artist Xavier G started making covers on YouTube in 2011. Garnering over 200k views, Xavier started to produce & write his own songs at 16, and released his first project, “Diarie”, in 2017. Since then, he has released over 15 self-produced projects, and released his first ever concept album entitled Ennui on March 1st, 2024. ... more

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